May 13, 2008 12:15 AM




I MISS BLOGGING!!!


OMG!!!



i'm finallyback after 5 months plus!!!



but i guess i wont blog so often either



unless there are really something happening.



OR i feel like typing out my feelings ,



only then i'll come back to blog again.
~LOVES~
-EKYO-










December 31, 2007 8:30 AM
so i've been out EVERY SINGLE DAY!!!

can u believe it? despite the company shut down
for quite a few days but still i'm out enjoying myself!!
i love this kinda life but ... my money was spent
dont know at wad shit! seriously... i'm BROKE AGAIN -.-

XMAS EVE
met up with the 2 babes. veron and huiteng at causeway.
was a simple meet up but still it was nice to see them
after so long not meeting up .
met baby and xing he at yishun mrt after i left causeway.
So i spent my christmas eve having Steamboat at bugis.
also our so called count down there. It was so funny
to see them snatching for the beefs. LOOOLS.
left bugis at around 12 plus den we headed back to yishun
cos they decided to drink at Green valley!
after which we cab back to admiralty to buy drinks and mac.
so walk back to baby's hse and they continued drinking.
till morning 6 plus =) so so so f. shag!

XMAS`
decided to spent my Xmas with family this year. so i called
to make a reservation at a buffet Restaruant call VIENNA.
The buffet dinner starts only at 7.30pm so b4 that Chen jie
my bros and i went for a ktv session at partyworld.
the whole thing end at around 5. we went to buy skinny jeans
den faster rushed down to Novenna to meet our parents
for the buffet dinner. THE FOOD THERE ARE SUPER NICE!!!
guess how much it cost in totall? nearly $500!!! hahahas..
but i guess it is still worth it! wad u expect? public holiday plus
it was a dinner leh!!! so ofcos its more ex! wanna jio baby there
one of these days =D

26th dec.
headed down to baby's great grandma's funeral.

27th dec.
steamboat session with my working mates at marina.
i must say it was a fun outing with them.
(ming loon, gary, jian zong, raymond, jia yi & bronson)
so after that we went cuppage to play pool.
left the place at 12mindnight.
walk back to cine cos ming loon park his bike there. -.-
so we took a taxi back from cine. lools.
as if cuppage got no taxi sia....

28th dec.
working~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but the parts are not here so we cant work =DDD
so basically we are slacking from 6.30pm to 6.30 am!
LOOOLS we even went for 1 hour break when we are
supposed to have only 20 mins of break.
and 1 hrs plus when we supposed to have only 35 mins
of break. loools. it was sooo fun!!! so slack!
and it was Jia yi's last day of work =(
she wanna go into cosmetic line so ya...

29th dec.
after work we went yishun mac for breakfast with
(Shi ling, ming loon, zaidi, jian zong, raymond, jia yi & bronson)
after that shiling, jianzong and i walk over to raymond's hse
to play mahjong till 1 plus and we went back home cos
all our eyes are closing imagine right after 12 hrs of night
shift we continue playing mahjong.. madness i tell u =DD

so i sleep for about 2 hours and went over to baby's hse
den decided to sleep awhile more but he keep pestering me
to bath and get ready to go out and celebrate yong hsin's birthday.
so crazy sia.... damn shag that day..
met xing he at yishun mrt den we went orchard to find yongxin
and his gf. later headed down to St james power house.
Ah neh and his gf was there already den soon after tt jeff and
his gf came... i wasnt in a good mood for that night. so ya
didnt really enjoy myself.

anyway happy birthday yong hsin =D

30th dec.

supposed to meet working mates at sentosa by 10
but i couldnt make it. cos i reach home only at 9 and
after 2 days of not sleeping plus the alcohol i had last night
i was really really tooo shaggg tooooo maakeee myyy
wayyyy downnnnn toooo sentosaaa toooo joinnn innnn
theeeeee funnnnnn.. SORRY GUYS

head down to baby mum's bro funeral at night-.-
b4 we came back home, we went yishun
buy nasi lemak.. a v popular stall =D
nice nice!!!

31th dec..

i just reached home not long ago..
will be meeting veron later at town den
the later part of the day still got no plan =.-
where should i go for the new year count down??
i'm still waiting for his plan =(

PHOTOS WILL BE UPLOAD SOON .. too lazy now..

let me sleep awhile more =DD

shall i make a new year resolution??
i'll see how.. maybe in my next post ?


December 22, 2007 11:13 AM
Recently my interest of taking photos came back again..
=DD and people around me really cant stand it HAHAHAS.
especially those guys~~~ they got a shock of thier life
to hear the number of folders of my vain pictures. hahas
Few days back i took Zaidi's bike home after work.
Very nice guy =D and i had hell lots of fun with this bunch
of working mates around ^^ (i've mentioned many times)
but really it was fun fun fun working with them! =D

anyway i dont know what medicine i took to actually take
his bike home from angmokio to admiralty. It was scary
as it was my first time taking such a long journey.
but have to admit it was super fun! i was soo nervous til
i was like squeezing his fats on his waist! hahahas.

was supposed to go swiming the other day but didnt.
so i basically slept the whole day and night. Because
of that we had a tiff!

the day after i headed out with a friend and it was
really nice to see that friend of mine again=D

So yesterday i headed out to meet (S) at west coast
early in the morning and slack till around 4 den i went
off to bugis to meet raymond and jian zong.
we went to shop around at bugis and den off for
steamboat at nearby. it was super nice to eat
steamboat with 2 guys!! LOOOLS i didnt
have to do anything but just eat and laugh.
my stomach hurt so badly then due to too
much laughters.. (bad idea to shop with guys)
though there are many shirts and dresses are freakin
cheap but still i didnt get them. tts why i say its a mistake
to shop with guys ^^ only manage to get a slipper! DAMN CUTE!
had a good time laughing at that slipper! loools
after which we cabbed down to bukitpangjang
to a pub opp tenmile.saw chenswee.
it wasnt tt fun place afterall
met jian zong's 2 friends and we drink 2 jars only
and left the pub. so they wanted to go timah but i didnt
want to so slack at a 24 hr coffee shop till 12.30am
and i cab back to woodlands cos SOMEBODY aint happy
with me, so he insisted to see me by 1am. thus they stay over
at jianzong's place for some chatting sessions. LOOOLS
so for the past 3 days i merely sleep for 3 hours everyday=.-
so damn fucking SHAG now! and i jus reach home. headed
down to marsiling posb bank and came back to admiralty
to have breadfast and now i'm here blogging.

have to thank the dudes for the steamboat,cabfares and drinks=D
all so gentlemen =X and i felt kinda paiseh not spending a single
cent! next time shall be my treat ^^

i think i better go take a nap first before heading down for
Esther's chalet later in the evening. if not my eyes bags gonna
be bigger and bigger! scary~~~

i'll upload some photos after i wake up(if i'm free) =D

tata~~~~


December 17, 2007 10:12 AM
Seriously i should take MORE pictures from now on~~~
totally lack of photos !! how sad.. i wish i'm still so vain
like last time. but sadly i'm not , why huh?
Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
1st try

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket
2nd try and i give up!
sad sia.. i used to take pretty pics but after sometime
not taking photos my skills like shit now =(((



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I know... but i've to reject. its too sudden.
and whats more i dont want history to repeat again.

I always seem to be the bad party heh.
i dont want it this way but u just didnt give
me enough time. all i ask from u is to let nature
take its course but u said let nature take its course
is a way of rejecting. so u are telling me that you want
means u want?!? well i'm speechless.
i hope it will be better this way =)
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okay ignore that part. u wouldnt understand it.
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working life is GREAT despite the parts where supervisor
nag nag nag at us for talking too much while working
cos she didnt want those lines understand her to cock up xD .

with the mates around they never fail to brighten up
our working life. the jokes we share with each other never
fail to made us laugh till our stomach cramp =DD

somehow i always look forward to the next working day
when i'm having off days.

theres steamboat tonight at marina among the 8 or 9
of us ( sadly non of them from my line =( ) i'm still thinkin
if i should go or not cos i'm gonna feel so weird!!! but
they insisted that i should go =((( howwwwwwwwwww?
i aint very close to them lah!!!!!!!! what should my plans
be for today??? shall see~~~~~
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off days are great too.
attended alvin's chalet last week. it was fun i should say.
so many familiar faces =) nice to see them again.

and last week headed down to power house ..
i was so so so fucking drunk tat night. and i'm totally
lost! yes TOTALLY lost. lucky i wasnt with strangers
or i would have been raped that i myself dont even know.
this is how dangerous it can be when u are fucking drunk.


December 07, 2007 6:14 PM
i wanna be understanding, i dont wanna be unreasonable no more!
lets see how things go in these couple of weeks. definately i'm feeling
better now but inside of me i feel so neglected but of cos i understand
the situations we are in now. I WILL UNDERSTAND and I MUST understand!.


Has been working for the past 2 days! i LOVE my working environment
depite the fact that it is a standing job but it is so freaking easy job!
no rushing at all instead we sit there and wait wait wait and see see see
if the machine is working properly. and i must say that the malay girl(Maya)
whom me and hai huang followed is damn nice~~ we click very very well!!
my love!!! hahas shes 27 but she definately dont look like her age! she
looks like as if she is only 22! we talk about anything and everything .
hahahahas.. learn alot... not about the work but about life. LOOLS.
very very pretty .. and shes 2cm shorter than me ^^ and she is definately
a sweetheart. she let us choose our breaktime and she know tt i'll be alone
she helped me to ask peter( same agent as me and start work tgt) workin
at the line beside mine to accompany me for all my breaktime..
LOOLS so nice right? so i was no longer lonely ^^
ofcos there are some people who is so fucking irritating !!!
he was just like a shadow of me like wad Maya said. hahahas..
and he is kinda like our laughing stock... free entertainment
not bad...

have been lack of sleep these few days.. so today i slept from 8am till 6.
still dont seem to be enough heh..
i'll stop here first. today and tomoro is my offdays but today i've
already wasted it on sleeping~~~ =(


December 02, 2007 1:23 AM
SOME IDIOTS REALLY GOT N.O B.R.I.A.N!

oh well i guess he wont be reading my blog so yea i'm
gonna copy and paste our conversations here!

the reason his email add is here is because i've deleted him from my contact
like LOOOOONG time ago cos i dont know who he is.
but i forgot to block him so he still can see me when i'm online.

chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
hey galgal
chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
hows life?
♥EKYO*︵* ;我会放下尊严, 放下个性, 放下固执, 都只是因为放不下你 says:
eh fine ba
chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
oh okae
chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
hmmm
chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
its been a long time since i tok to u
chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
hmmm
chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
hows u n ur bf?
♥EKYO*︵* ;我会放下尊严, 放下个性, 放下固执, 都只是因为放不下你 says:
=.=
♥EKYO*︵* ;我会放下尊严, 放下个性, 放下固执, 都只是因为放不下你 says:
eh not v d
chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
?
♥EKYO*︵* ;我会放下尊严, 放下个性, 放下固执, 都只是因为放不下你 says:
good*
chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
not veri good?
♥EKYO*︵* ;我会放下尊严, 放下个性, 放下固执, 都只是因为放不下你 says:
ya
chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
dun be sad kae
♥EKYO*︵* ;我会放下尊严, 放下个性, 放下固执, 都只是因为放不下你 says:
trying
chua_yuan_he@hotmail.com says:
let mi pei u and console u?
♥EKYO*︵* ;我会放下尊严, 放下个性, 放下固执, 都只是因为放不下你 says:
how to console sia
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I guess he fucking dont understand my msn nick! it clearly says that
I AM FEELING FUCKING MISERABLE NOW :'(

and those chinese words in my nick ofcos is refering to my relationship
isnt it?
DAMN IDIOT!

alas.. u will know why i say he damn idiot when i show the photo..

no mood to blog!!!
I'm a Sadist...


IF ONLY~
IF ONLY~~
IF ONLY~~~
IFONLY~~~~
IF ONLY~~~~~ IF ONLY you're here! :'( i dont want this "holiday"!!!
IF ONLY~~~~
IF ONLY~~~
IF ONLY~~
IF ONLY~


December 01, 2007 2:55 PM
One week has passed! And i'm still as moody!
i felt really terrible at night when everybody
was in their lalaland and there i was feeling
so terrible forcing myself to sleep but still i failed!
whenever i close my eyes i'll think of you, think of
the moments we were together side by side.
Be it happy or sad. you never fail to appear in my head!
then slowly tears rolled down my cheeks and there
i cry myself to sleep with the accompany of the love songs
in my handphone repeating again and again.
the feeling of missing someone is so so so torturing!
how i wish i can get you outta my head but i just cant!

i wanna move on so badly but my instinct always
never fail to stop me, always pull me back when i'm
trying my very best to move forward. i'm fighting against
it and i swear it is tiring and hurting.

i'm so lost and i didnt know wad i wanna do either.
life is totally screwed up!

I'm wondering do you feel the same like how i do?
or have for already forget all about me, about us?

笑着说很好的时候`谁能看见我满脸的泪水

难道我注定是你生命里短暂的插曲吗?

i miss you, i miss you so badly!
can you hear my heart calling for you?
do u feel me?