I CANT SLEEP!can u imagine HuiJuan
wakin up so early on SUNDAY morning!?
which is 6.35 NOW!
okay anw i wasnt in a good mood
since yesterday cause my aunty visit
me =X nah i felt happy but somehow
this moodswing will never dissapear.
i spent my Saturday at his hse till 4 plus.
my aunty visited me and expected that
MY TUMMY CRAMP AS USUAL! was half dead.
rolling on his bed with a hot waterbottle
on my tummy. he cant do anything but to
sit beside me and see me in such a great
pain.all he can do is to hold me tight.
den later he got me some pain killer.
and i felt better after quite a some time.
took a cab home and i went stright to bed again.
rest all the way till my mum came back.
i didnt eat much for dinner as i have no
appetite at all.used computer for a while
and den chatted abit and it was lk 11 so
decided to go sleep earlier before my
tummy cramp AGAIN. but sadly b4 i sleep
i was in great pain again. lying on
my bed hopin to fall asleep fast but i cant.
msg him at arnd 12.40 and he was with his
sis. they went temple . i mage to slp till 3
plue or 4 den i woke up. so i gave him a call
and only then i know he was outside with his
friends.hais. baby u always tell ask me to msg
u or give u a call when i go out. but did
you even bother to tell me that u goin out?
didnt you even care to even send a msg!?
i wanted to call u earlier but i tot u were
with ur sis and den i didnt wan to disturb den
when i finnaly call u at 4 u told me u were
at party world with ur frens. am i not important
to u anymore? you know i've been waitin to call
u but did i get when i called u/? u told me u will
call me when u get home and tt was only 4 plus u have
to wait till 6 plus till u get home. cant u jus
spare sometime to tok to me? hais... u said u will
call me when u reach home. so did you? i cant fall
asleep tilnow. cos i am waitin for you to call me!
GOD DAMN IT! how much i wish i can sleep longer
but the moment i lie on my bed, i am boiling inside
cos all the negatives thoughts came into my mind.
so i decided to get my ass out of my bed and came
to sit down infront of the computer at this hour
to pour everything out! it is only 6.56 am now!
i called u but u didnt pick up my call.
whats goin on? are u still outside or ur already
on ur bed sleeping? I'VE GOT NO IDEA!