TRUST ME WHEN I SAY I FEEL LIKE DYING!!!

really i got the urge to jump down the building yesterday.

I felt like a LOSER! i was so lost at that moment. The thoughts

the weird feelings inside of me, the thousand words in my mouth

i wanted to scream out but suddenly i became SPEECHLESS!

Shall i pretend i did not see anything and carry on with it

or shall i blow the whole things up and give my 5 fingers striaght

on ur face? i felt like doing so but everythings beyong my ability.

i felt so weak, mentally & physically. i cant think well, all i think of

is WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME? AM I NOT GOOD ENOUGH

TO U? fuck it i felt like a weakling cant even speak up and yet all i do

was trying to ask you to let me calm down sobbing like an ugly bitch.

It just SUCKS.

went home while i was about to do some soul searching. my phone

rang. Daryll. it was him! I felt so weird everytime he appears when

i'm having a tick with him. Smsed till 12 den he called me.

oh well and i chat with him tii 2.30am and my mind was already

half asleep so i decided to go sleep first. LOTS of things happend

today. 我承受不了.

我已经

已经把我伤口化作玫瑰

我的泪水

已经变成雨水早已轮回

我已经

已经把对白留成了永远

忘了天色

究竟是黑是灰

分手伤了谁

谁把他变美

我的眼泪写成了诗已无

所谓

让你再回味

字不醉人人自醉

因为回忆总是美

我已经已

经把绝情变成了恭维

因为不配

你就忽然自卑说声失陪

我已经

已经把沉默变成了忏悔

无路可退

只能无言以对

分手伤了谁

谁把他变美

我的眼泪写成了诗已无

所谓

让你在回味

字不醉人人自醉

因为回忆总是美

分手伤了谁

谁把他变美

我的眼泪写成了诗已是无

所谓

让你再回味

字不醉人人自醉

你的品位总是美