Tuesday; 13/6/06
I am TIRED! yes damn tired but who actually gives a fucking care?
so tired of life. i thought it is beautiful with YOU by myside but hell NO.
I really lost every trust i have in you. i felt so miserable right now. but who
knows ... i have to swollow everyting back trying very hard to hold back my tears
but still i cant control myself. and then now i burst out sobbing like one ugly bitch
AGAIN. how much i wish everything is just a dream but the reality is too cruel
again... i cant accept it.. i cant
killme