January 28, 2007 5:12 PM
After so many years, i thought i've finally grown up. young adult i would call myself. so many problems happened in so little time. and it seems never ending. I used to hate them for causing so much pain in my teens or rather i still hate them now. i'm becoming a young adult and i realised all these are just part and parcels of LIFE. Family , boyfriend and friends ya they are the most important people in our life but yet weget heartaches from them. why cant they just show some care and concern when u really need them ? why are they not the one who is there to share the problems and the unhappiness we are facing? why is it always those not-so-close friends who are showing care and concern?where are the close ones in our life have gone to?i must admit everything is drifting apart. i feel the gap in between i got the strange feelingsand it is all so hard to accept. i dont hope for much, i just wish to have those listening ears when i am down. i'm crying silently to myself . Dear lord,lead me through the darkness please.