I decided to blog my feelings out!!! i know u hate me

posting about the sad moments we had! but still i wanna

let it all out cos if i dont, i'm gonna have another sleepless

night! which sucks big time! and also if i dont i'll have to

keep it to myself deep down inside my heart which gonna

hurt me so badly!

我不难过 这不算什么 只是为什么眼泪会流 我也不懂

不要再说 或许这是最好结果

现在分手 总好过你不爱我一拖再拖ｏ

松开你的手 离开你左右

我向前走 这会是我 真正的解脱

I'm tired of the same routine.

so tired of all the arguments we had.

over and over again!

maybe we arent meant to be tgt.

maybe we are not ready to love,

maybe we dont know what is love.

maybe we are still too early to commit into love.

maybe theres no more love.

too much of MAY BE....

i know u are very sick of it now, so am i!

i'm sick and tired of the sleepless nights.

i'm sick of crying myself to sleep!

i'm sick of thinking those negative things!

i'm sick of waiting! sick of wondering what is

going on ...

you are stress, do you think i aint?

you are unhappy do u think i am happy?

i show my care and concern but do u appreaciate?

maybe u do but do u know the way u react to it

is as if all my talkings are just bullshiting!

u never treat my words serious.

so much of your promises are mend for u to break!

u think i'm stressing you but you dont know

how much you are stressing me!

i guess a break/ rest is best for both u and me!

we shall see how long it takes!

i am really very very VERY sick and tired of

the life i'm leading now. cos you're driving me nuts!

i got con by a taxi uncle! indian old man!! aint being racist!

i cab down to down town east which is at pasir ris from

my place Admiralty, guess how much the uncle charged me?

BLOODY $29!!!!!! NBCB lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there goes my 30 dollars! i tot to and fro might cost me $30 plus

who know one way there already cost me $29!! so i decided to

slowly wait for bus and take mrt to town instead incase i got

con again and i would not have enough money to pay lah!!!

TMD!!! even my midnight charge also not so expensive lor!!!

den i asked him why so expensive he replied me, oh jus now

the other side having traffic jam so i drive another way.

and it was raining so heavily i decided not to argue with him

but to ask him for a receipt!

bloody hell! den when i called the comfort company tried

to complain abt this incident guess wad?

they asked me hell lots of questions! like erm how did the

taxi travel , pass by which high way bla bla bla..

HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW LAH!!!!

TMD ben xiao jie sit there u think i kept looking at the

sign board along the road meh.. den ask me passby what building

bla bla bla.. omg!!! i can die !! i describe few buildings and she expect

me to say more!!! do u think i can remember every little details

along the road ah? STUPID SIA!!! so i told her forget abt the

complaint thingy.... blame it on my ROTTEN LUCK!!

totally spoiled my mood! fuck sia!!! curse that taxi driver!

KNNBCCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm still very angry now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

luckily 3 hours of KTV was a free one =)