December 01, 2007 2:55 PM
One week has passed! And i'm still as moody!
i felt really terrible at night when everybody
was in their lalaland and there i was feeling
so terrible forcing myself to sleep but still i failed!
whenever i close my eyes i'll think of you, think of
the moments we were together side by side.
Be it happy or sad. you never fail to appear in my head!
then slowly tears rolled down my cheeks and there
i cry myself to sleep with the accompany of the love songs
in my handphone repeating again and again.
the feeling of missing someone is so so so torturing!
how i wish i can get you outta my head but i just cant!

i wanna move on so badly but my instinct always
never fail to stop me, always pull me back when i'm
trying my very best to move forward. i'm fighting against
it and i swear it is tiring and hurting.

i'm so lost and i didnt know wad i wanna do either.
life is totally screwed up!

I'm wondering do you feel the same like how i do?
or have for already forget all about me, about us?

笑着说很好的时候`谁能看见我满脸的泪水

难道我注定是你生命里短暂的插曲吗?

i miss you, i miss you so badly!
can you hear my heart calling for you?
do u feel me?